#Christ I’ve gotten a lot of requests lately lol

[strangesem]

hihi!!

if you’re still taking requests.. can you do a Hobie x fem!reader 😟‼️❓

Can Hobie be really close friends, and the reader has a fat crush on him. Like following him like a lost puppy, doing sweet things for him typa crush.

And like, one day she goes over to his place and he’s all injured and in his Spider Suit, and she like freaks out?

THIS IS SO CUTE RAHHHHH

apologies to everyone who’s request I haven’t gotten to yet; this ended up being a pretty long one because I just couldn’t stop writing lol

hobie brown x reader (reader finding hobie injured)

a/n: I changed it just a little bit and made reader and hobie roommates lol (as I’ve said previously I see hobie as 19-ish)

ps I need more spider-punk gifs theres like 3 total

so you and hobie have been best friends since you were kids

and you’ve been crushing on him since you were like 14-

and when you got your own place, it was only natural to share that with hobie

because of his struggle with being unhoused, he spent a lot of time at your place, so it wasn’t much of a change anyway

and sure the apartment was a little small, and not in the greatest neighborhood, but it was home

or at least you thought so

as hobie started coming come later and later, you became unsure if he felt the same

even worse he consistently came home with bruises/marks littering his face and arms, and you’re sure if you could see the rest of his body it would be the same

he’d always hound you for being out late because of the type of people who hung around this part of town at night, but if you even try to ask him to be more safe? he i just shrugs it off.

“it’s different” or so he claims, but you fail to see how.

not to mention that, as far as you could tell, he didn’t even have a reason to be out so late.

and as his late nights bleed into early mornings, you eventually stop being able to stay up waiting for him every night, and that worries you even more;

what if he just doesn’t come back one day? and you wouldn’t even know until the next morning!!

but your school/work responsibilities, as irrelevant as they may seem compared to your concern for your best friend, necessitated you having a full nights rest

but tonight? you can’t sleep.

hobie had promised you he’d be home in time to watch the new horror movie you’d rented. and yet, he never showed.

you had actually gone to bed early, exhausted and knowing sitting on the couch waiting would only breed more anxiety as each hour passed; but you hadn’t slept

you couldn’t. not tonight.

and so, you decide to just get up and have something warm to drink; maybe that would help soothe you

you lazily drag yourself to the kitchen, spend a few moments debating between tea and cocoa, before delicately mixing together your drink of choice

it’s then that you realize you had apparently left the tv on? the volume is off but there’s clearly light coming from your living room

so, you quietly enter the living room to grab the remote to turn it off; only to see a body laying across the small couch you had recently bought, causing you to jump

“jesus christ hobie what the fuck- WHAT THE FUCK HOBIE”

you quickly notice the crimson blood dripping from his deep looking wounds, seeping into his clothes- wait no. spider-man’s suit???

one thing at a time y/n.

“‘m sorry, just kinda crashed here” his voice is hoarse as he grabs your hand and squeezes it in some weird plea to keep himself grounded

“OHMYGODHOBIEAREYOUOKAYWHATHAPPENEDISTHISWHYYOUREALWAYSOUTSOLATEWHYDIDNTYOUTELLMEYOUREBLEEDINGLIKEALOTSHOULDNTWEBEDOINGSOMETHINGABOUTTHAT”

translation: omg hobie are you okay?? what happened- is this why you’re always out so late?? you’re bleeding like a lot shouldn’t we be doing something about that?????

you quickly stammer out before running to grab all the first aid supplies you had in the bathroom and heading back to a way too unbothered hobie

“calm down I’ve had worse”

“YOU’VE WHA-

“calm down.” he grabs you by the shoulders and makes you look him in the eye “I’m fine”

“people who are fine don’t bleed this much, hobie.” you began working on the worst looking wound, applying pressure with a cloth to hopefully stop the bleeding “why didn’t you tell me?���

“y’ worry too much; especially ‘bout me”

“of course I do! you’re my best friend.”

“we both know it’s more than that, love”

you freeze; you can’t look at him. you’re too embarrassed to let yourself admit that he’s right, because you had always been just friends. and you were terrified of ruining that.

“I’m sorry”

“look at me, y/n”

you can’t.

“feelings mutual y’know, if that’s what’s got ya all worked up” he laughs, shoving your shoulder a little in an effort to diffuse the tension you had built up within yourself “always has been; thought I made it pretty obvious. you always were pretty oblivious though”

“no I’m not!” he smiles; you always were defensive too

“pretty sure y’a are”

“I will literally let you sit here and bleed out”

“no you won’t”

no, you won’t.

you just go back to addressing his wounds, trying not to feel all giddy inside, but also doing your best not to overflow with anxiety.

what are you guys then? this changes EVERYTHING- is it weird that you live together now? is it weird-

“you’re worrying again. and don’t try to tell me you’re not; I know that face”

“it’s nothing. anyway, I’m all done; we should change the bandages in a few hours though, just to keep everything clean”

you get up to go wash your hands, and maybe heat up your long-forgotten drink, but you’re interrupted by hobie’s audible sigh

“you’re forgetting something, love”

“I am?? did I miss somewhere?” your voice gets progressively higher as you check him over, worry bubbling within you

“y’ did, yeah”

he pulls you closer to him, briefly cradling your face before allowing his lips to brush against yours

“stay? f’ me?”

[ttuesday]

Your HCs are always so cute I love em!! How would the gang react with a very physically affectionate/touchy reader?

ahhhh I love this ask so much!!!

Arthur

When you first gave Arthur a kiss in the middle of camp, he got completely flustered. He couldn't believe that you felt comfortable doing that. Whether you just hold his hand or make out with him at the campfire, Arthur always gets flustered and starts blushing.

Although Arthur won't say it, he adores how affectionate you are. Every time you give him a quick kiss, it's a reminder that you love him. And it makes him feel confident in your relationship.

After a long day of doing jobs, there’s nothing Arthur loves more than being smothered by your kisses and cuddling with you as ye drift off to sleep.

Charles

Charles was surprised at how affectionate you are but it’s something he loves. Sometimes he can get paranoid about it in public but it’s just because he doesn’t want ye to stand out from the crowd too much.

Charles is laid back with his affection. He doesn’t initiate much affection around camp but if you give him a kiss or a hug, he doesn’t hesitate to kiss or hug you back.

As far as Charles is concerned, if you like giving a lot of affection then that’s cool with him and he’s completely fine with giving you as much affection as you need.

Dutch

Dutch adores how affectionate you are. It’s no secret that Dutch likes to flaunt their significant other around camp and put on a show with his PDA.

He has no problem matching the amount of affection you give him. If you give him a kiss, Dutch will slip his tongue into your mouth. If you hug him then Dutch will slowly guide his hand down towards your ass.

When he’s stressed trying to come up with a plan, he’s not as responsive to your affection but eventually he’ll sigh and open his arms for a hug. When times are tough, a hug from you helps him get through the day.

Micah

Micah has never had proper affection so this was all very new to him. He would never mention how affectionate you are to you, he’s too scared you’ll think he doesn’t like it and stop.

Of course Micah will act like he doesn’t need affection and that you’re the one that’s being needy but honestly whenever you touch him, it melts his heart.

Sometimes he’ll give you subtle hints that he wants affection and when he’s drunk he will practically cling to you. Also whenever you give him head scratches he falls asleep within 2 minutes. It’s his one true weakness. 

John

The first time you hugged him, he tensed up because of how unfamiliar he is with affection but slowly he got more and more used to it. Now he absolutely loves it.

John can’t help but smile when you give him affection. It immediately lifts his mood and makes all his worries go away.

But John can be shy with his affection. Normally he’ll nudge your shoulder or tap your foot with his. He can be awkward with stuff like this which is why he appreciates how open you are with affection.

Javier

Javier thinks it’s adorable how affectionate you are. When you rest your head on his shoulder while he plays the guitar or intertwine your fingers with his, Javier always leans over and gives you a kiss.

One time you came up behind Javier to give him a hug and you nearly scared the bejesus out of him. He was fine once he realized it was you though.

When you’re fast asleep and cuddled up beside him, Javier wonders how he got so lucky to get you. He finds immense comfort and fondness in your affection.

Bill

Bill has no idea what’s happening when you first show how affectionate you can be. He’s completely dumbfounded. Even a simple hug confuses him. Bill doesn’t understand why you’d want to give him affection.

Ye could be dating for over a year and Bill will still be baffled whenever you show him how much you care about him. In one way, he loves it and your affection makes him feel loved and secure but Bill doesn’t feel deserving of your love.

When Bill gets into an argument with some of the other gang members, the one thing that can always calm him down is one of your hugs as you tell him to take some deep breaths. 

Sean

Sean loves physical affection and he will be just as affectionate as you are. Sean needs you close to him so being cuddly and soft with one another is a big part of your relationship. 

Be warned, he will kiss you about 50 times a day and will come up with any excuse to kiss you. It’s morning so therefore it’s time for a kiss. Sean did a chore so now he needs a kiss. Woohoo, it’s 2pm, time for a kiss.

When you give him affection around camp, he’ll loudly swoon and make sure everyone knows how blessed he is to have you in his life.

Trelawny

Trelawny is a big fan of affection and takes every opportunity to show the world how much you mean to him. When he found out you’re just as affectionate as he is, it was fantastic news.

Trelawny will do magic tricks for you on a daily basis, making doves fly out of his hat and flowers appear from behind you ear. Is he doing it in the hopes you’ll give him a kiss? 100% yes.

Although it always distracts him, Trelawny loves it when you give him a quick kiss or a hug while you’re both out trying to con people. It makes his heart flutter.

[holidaywishes]

The Only Girl For Me

  Requested: 👍

  Summary/Request: can you write about you and freddie having a really bad fight and he throws the fact that he can have any girl he wants and and you run out and he finds you crying? ends in them making up? weird request but I love your writing sm !!

  Warning: ANGST! (YAS BABY, I’M HERE FOR THE ANGST!), some fluff just to soften the blow

  Author’s Note: I’m sorry that I’m only now getting around to writing this, anon! I just found out my best friend is moving and we can’t seem to figure out a day to meet up before she leaves next weekend, so that’s been consuming a lot of my brain space lol. Plus, now I have more angst in me so there’s that. I’m not sure if this is exactly what you were looking for but I hope you enjoy it! <3

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xx

  You had been looking forward to this date night for months. Freddie had told you once the season had ended, the two of you would spend as much time together as possible before he had to start training again, and tonight was one of those nights.

  “BABE!” Freddie shouted from the kitchen as you coated your eyelashes with a final coat of Mascara, “WE GOTTA GO! THE MOVIE STARTS IN LIKE 20 MINUTES!”

  “I’m ready!” you laughed as you bounced into the room, kissing him on the cheek before he led you out the door. You had found a pop up drive-in movie theatre just outside of the city and they were playing a bunch of black and white movies that you’d fallen in love with when you were a kid and Freddie was more than happy to indulge your nostalgia. Once the two of you found your parking spot, Freddie grabbed a couple blankets from the back seat while you made your way to the back of the SUV where you had popped the trunk so the two of you could cuddle in the back.

  “I’ve never been alone with a man before, even with my dress on. With my dress off, it’s most unusual. Hm, I don’t seem to mind, do you?” Audrey Hepburn drunkenly asked Gregory Peck on screen while you snuggled close to your boyfriend, laughing when he popped M&M’s in his mouth

  “What?” he whispered to you with a smile and you shook your head in response before turning back to watch the rest of the movie; thinking in that moment how lucky you were to have such a wonderful man by your side. “So..” he asked as the credits rolled on screen and you sat up, “what’s next?”

  “Uhmm.. I think it was just Roman Holiday tonight...” you laughed, packing up the blanket and empty candy wrappers from the back seat

  “No,” he scoffed with a smile before pulling you into his lap, “I meant what should we do next? Unless you want to end date night here?”

  “We still have to get home,” you said, wiggling your eyebrows, “maybe there’s a surprise for you there...” His posture straightened immediately and he rushed to the driver’s side, mockingly telling you to get in so the night could continue. When the two of you pulled into the underground parking lot of Freddie’s apartment building, Freddie glanced over at you and smirked at you as if to say ‘tonight, it’s on,’ making you scoff as you opened the car door and walked toward the elevator where Freddie had somehow already gotten to. Damn him and his long legs, you thought to yourself while your average legs pushed you toward where he stood.

  “Come on, shortcake,” he teased, in turn, making you giggle and quicken your pace, “I know your little legs can move faster than that”

  “Hey!” you laughed, “it’s not my fault your legs are the length of my entire body!” When you finally met up with him by the elevator, you wrapped your arms around his waist and he leaned down to kiss you; capturing you in a kiss that seemed to intensify and err on the verge of pervasive for the space, stopping only when the elevator door opened so the two of you could step in. You pressed the button for your floor before pushing yourself up onto your tip toes to kiss him when you heard someone calling for you to hold the door open, which Freddie was happy to do.

  “Thank you” the woman said breathlessly, her long dark hair cascading over her shoulder as she pushed the button for her floor and smiled at the two of you

  “You’re welcome” Freddie replied, pulling his arm away from you and placing it by his side, an action that wasn’t lost on you. You looked up at him, following his eyes to the girl in front of you and, out of insecurity, you tried to curl into Freddie’s side but he didn’t seem to appreciate the movement, jumping slightly just as the elevator door opened on the woman’s floor and she nodded politely, leaving you and Freddie to finish the ride to his apartment. When he moved closer to you after the doors had closed, you let him kiss you but something about the way he was kissing you was... off; he led you off the elevator to his apartment door, moving quickly to get you inside.

  “Freddie...” you whined as Freddie nipped at your neck and moved down your body until he ultimately picked you up and began carrying you toward his bedroom, “wait..” you whispered and he stopped in the middle of the room, looking up at you as your chest rose and fell against his chest

  “What’s wrong?” he asked and you sighed, laying your forehead against his

  “I--” you stammered, “I think I’m more tired than I realized...”

  “What do you mean?” he replied, keeping your legs wrapped around his hips as he moved toward the couch to set you down there

  “I think I should go home...” you said quietly, “we’ll have another date night tomorrow but..”

  “No no.. wait, hold on,” he said, shaking his head hastily, “what happened? what changed? why one second are you telling me that you’ve got a surprise for me here and then the next second, you’re telling me you’re tired and that you should go home?” You could tell he was agitated but you were embarrassed to tell him that you were feeling insecure

  “Maybe I’m just not in the mood anymore..” you finally said and Freddie let out an exaggerated scoff, “what? I’m not allowed to not want to have sex with you?”

  “It just seems a little random!” he yelled

  “I’m not into it!” you yelled back, standing up to make your voice seem bigger but when he stepped toward you, you remembered how easy it was for him to make you seem small, “just drop it, Fred!”

  “No!“ he shouted, following you as you made your way into his kitchen, “I want an answer!”

  “I gave you an answer! I’m just not in the mood anymore okay?! I’m not feeling well, I feel gross..”

  “WHY?!”

  “BECAUSE I JUST DO!”

  “(Y/N)!”

  “FREDDIE, DROP IT!”

  “WHY THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING THIS? WHY NOW?”

  “STOP!” you tried, feeling tears welling up inside you but Freddie continued

  “WE DON’T HAVE TIME FOR EACH OTHER, THAT’S WHAT YOU ALWAYS SAY RIGHT?!” he screamed, “AND WHEN WE FINALLY MAKE TIME FOR EACH OTHER, FOR US, YOU BAIL?”

  “YOU’RE TALKING ABOUT SEX FREDDIE! THAT’S IT!” you screamed back only for him to take a step back, “I’M NOT BAILING ON YOU OR ON US, I JUST DON’T WANT TO HAVE SEX WITH YOU RIGHT NOW!”

  “YOU DID WHEN WE STEPPED INTO THE ELEVATOR!”

  “WELL I DON’T NOW!”

  “WHY THE FUCK NOT?!”

  “BECAUSE I DON’T FRED. AND, JUST SO YOU’RE KNOW,” you continued shouting, feeling a vein in your neck bursting out of your skin, “THIS ISN’T HELPING ANYTHING!”

  “IS THIS SOME KIND OF GAME?” he yelled once more before taking a breath and smiling at you, “some kind of role play?”

  “Jesus Christ, Freddie...” you scoffed, shaking your head in disbelief before walking to put your shoes on

  “FINE THEN!” he shouted again, “LEAVE! IT’S NOT LIKE I’LL GO LONELY TONIGHT!”

  “What?” you said, back turned to him and your eyebrows scrunched together at his words

  “You know I can have any girl I want. Dial a number and she’ll be here the second you leave without hesitation. So go on, leave. See if I care!”

  “Are you serious?” you finally turned around, seeing his face flush with anger and hysterics before he nodded in your direction

  “You were fun... but if you don’t want me whenever I want you, I can find someone who does...”

  “Like that girl in the elevator?!” you finally admitted, one tear falling from the corner of your eye

  “What girl from the elevator?”

  “Don’t play dumb now, Freddie, it’s a little too late for that”

  “Are you talking about the girl I held the door open for?” He asked and you nodded with a small scowl on your face, “I’ve never met her before, I was just being a nice guy. Normally, that would’ve got you so wet”

  “Ew” you said once before continuing your point, “it doesn’t matter if you’ve never met her before, you sure made a real effort to keep your distance from me when we were in that elevator together!”

  “I DID NOT!”

  “YOU ACTIVELY PULLED AWAY FROM ME WHEN SHE CAME IN!”

  “NO!”

  “YES YOU DID!” you argued, stepping closer to him

  “I--”

  “WERE YOU IMAGINING HER TAKING MY PLACE?”

  “N--”

  “DID YOU THINK ABOUT HER BEING THE GIRL WHO WOULD FUCK YOU IN AN ELEVATOR? OR IN A CAR? OR IN A MILLION DIFFERENT PUBLIC SPACES?!”

  “NO!”

  “YOU’RE LYING!”

  “I KISSED YOU AS SOON AS SHE LEFT DIDN’T I?! I KISSED YOU AND PICKED YOU UP AND WAS TAKING YOU TO MY ROOM. NOT HER!”

  “YOU KISSED ME AFTER SHE WAS GONE, AS IF SOMEHOW SHE MADE YOU WANT TO KISS ME!”

  “WHAT THE FUCK DOES THAT EVEN MEAN?!”

  “YOU WERE MORE TURNED ON BY HER THAN BY ME!” You yelled, only for the room to fall silent and he scoffed in your direction, “YOU WANT HER? YOU THINK YOU CAN GET ANY GIRL YOU WANT, ANY TIME YOU WANT? FINE. GOOD LUCK.”

  “FINE!” he yelled back at you as you threw your jacket on, slamming the door as you ran out. You’d hoped he would follow you but when you didn’t hear his door open, you let a few tears fall down your cheeks before you flung open the door to the stairs and ran down to the lobby.

  “Shit!” you said to yourself when you noticed your phone was out of battery and you couldn’t call an Uber to pick you up, “shit...” The tears began to slowly trickle down your face as you paced around the front of Freddie’s building once you’d been locked out; trying to decide what to do now. But it was cold and it was dark and you couldn’t control your tears any longer and found yourself falling back against the stone building before sitting on the cold concrete of the Toronto street.

  “(Y/N)!” You heard Freddie yell as he finally came running after you and you tried to hide your puffy eyes when he finally saw you, “baby...” he whispered to you

  “What now Freddie?” you scoffed

  “I wanted to apologize, I shouldn’t have acted the way I did up there...” he said, moving toward you slowly, “I didn’t mean to upset you. I was just confused”

  “Why would you get all pissy and say that you could have any girl you want?”

  “I told you. I was upset and confused”

  “But why would you say that?” You repeated and Freddie was silent, “do you want other girls?”

  “No..” he replied but you didn’t really believe him

  “Do you want me?”

  “Of course I do!”

  “Do you want only me?”

  “Yes”

  “Do you think I’m as beautiful as all the other girls you could have?”

  “What?”

  “Freddie, I hate being this girl,” you admitted, sighing as you stepped toward him, your tears glinting in the street light, “I hate being the girl who so quickly changes her mood because she’s insecure about something. Or because she’s jealous of another girl. But you gave me no choice. I saw the way you looked at that girl in the elevator, deny it all you want, but you pulled your arm away from me and kept your eyes on her -- and her ass -- the entire time. Then you expected me to just... fall into you like I always do?”

  “I was being careful!”

  “FREDDIE STOP!” you yelled, “God! I can’t believe you don’t hear yourself. Or hear me! You deliberately tried to hurt me by saying that you could have any girl you want. You deliberately tried to make me feel like shit when I said I wasn’t in the mood.”

  “That’s not true. That’s not what happened!” He raised his voice ever so and a new flood of tears fell from your eyes

  “You say you were being careful, in the elevator, but it’s not like she didn’t know we were together or what we had been doing before she walked in.”

  “Did you want me to just keep going with her in there?”

  “NO BUT THAT’S NOT THE POINT!”

  “WHAT IS THE POINT THEN?!” He shouted and you scoffed at his lack of awareness while you continued to sob

  “THE POINT THAT I’VE MADE A MILLION TIMES ALREADY!” you screamed back at him, “YOU. PULLED AWAY. FROM. ME!”

  “I DIDN’T!”

  “YOU DID!”

  “I D-”

  “WE’RE JUST GOING AROUND IN CIRCLES, FREDDIE” you breathed, rolling your eyes and dropping your head to your hands, “I can’t do this anymore. Not tonight. I’m tired and I’m cold and I really don’t want to be around you right now.”

  “So what? You’re just going to run away?” He asked, stepping back 

  “We both need some time away from each other tonight,” you said, training your eyes to the ground, “before we both say something more we’ll regret.”

  “Don’t.” He tried but you had already turned around, “(Y/N)...” His voice had softened enough that you thought about turning back but you were still too hurt to be around him right now. When you turned the corner, you leaned against the building and sobbed silently before looking around the corner to see if Freddie was there only to catch him standing where you’d left him, almost defeated, before he slumped back into his apartment building.

xx

Freddie’s P.O.V

  You should’ve run after her. You know you should’ve but for some reason, you didn’t. You thought that giving her space was what she wanted. You thought that being around her would only cause her more pain. So you left it. You let her walk away. Defeated and in tears. But when you walked back into your apartment, you were met by the stunning silence and the memories of the words you’d just shouted to your girlfriend.

  “Shit” you whispered to yourself before collapsing on the couch. It didn’t take you long to realize that you needed to fix this, so you ran out, like you should’ve in the first place, to make things right. You sped through the Toronto streets to (Y/N)’s apartment, slamming your door when you were parked there, yelling up at her window when she wouldn’t buzz you in

  “(Y/N)! (Y/N)! I’M SORRY BABY! LET ME IN!” you yelled but nothing, you didn’t even see a light on in her apartment

  “SHUT UP!” A voice shouted at you from one of the windows

  “(Y/N)!!” you called again, “(Y/N)! I SHOULDN’T HAVE SAID WHAT I SAID OR ACTED THE WAY I DID!”

  “SHUT UP!” another voice repeated

  “I LOVE YOU AND ONLY YOU. YOU’RE THE ONLY PERSON THAT MATTERS TO ME, THE ONLY GIRL I WANT. THE ONLY ONE I SEE!”

  “SHE DOESN’T WANT YOU, JACK ASS, GET OVER IT!” one more voice screamed down but you ignored it

  “I’M SORRY, BABY, PLEASE. PLEASE, FORGIVE ME!”

  “Freddie?” you heard (Y/N)’s voice whisper from behind you, forcing you to slowly turn around as your face burned with embarrassment, “what are you doing?”

  “I.. I came to apologize...” you admitted, “did you walk all the way back here?”

  “My phone died,” she said, “my wallet is in your apartment so I couldn’t call a cab.” You walked slowly toward her, gauging her reaction as you tried to wrap her in a hug

  “I love you so much. I don’t know why I acted or reacted the way I did,” you said as she cuddled into your chest, feeling small sobs escape her, “I guess my temper got the best of me and I’m sorry.”

  “I should’ve been more up front with you” she said with her face buried in your chest, “I’m sorry”

  “You don’t have to be sorry. I was a jerk, I mean a World Class Ass Hat,” you laughed and she finally looked up at you, wiping away her tears as she smiled at you, “I promise, you’re the only girl for me.”

  “I love you so much.” She said, smiling up at you before you pressed a soft kiss to her forehead

  “I love you more” you replied, winking at her and she just shook her head before cuddling into you.

  “You’re such a dork.”

[sovietghoststories]

just friends | teaser

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Female Reader Warning(s): FWB, Possessive/Jealous Bucky, catching feelings, denial, dealing with PTSD, smut    Summary: Following a bad breakup, the reader and Bucky begin a friends with benefits relationship. Naturally, it blows up in their faces.  Notes: The prequel to a hotter touch, a better fuck aka the get together that was requested quite a bit lol. This has been in my drafts pretty much since I posted ahtabf but I’m finally feeling inspired to finish it (hopefully sharing will really kick my ass into gear too). I’ve got quite a bit more planned but I wanted to show you guys I’m not totally dead 😂

The heavy metal door creaks open, the rusty hinges groaning. Across the way, Bucky leans against the railing. The red cherry of a cigarette cuts through the dusky morning light, a trail of smoke curling around his bowed head. Shoulders slumped, he looks broken, defeated by some unnamable thing.

Seeing someone so strong brought so low breaks her heart in two. Y/N makes sure her footfalls are heavy enough to alert the super soldier to her presence. She came up here to comfort him, not have a repeat performance of what happened in the bedroom. 

There’s something about him that seems fragile at this moment as if she presses too hard with her fingertips, his edges will shatter like thin glass. He doesn’t turn his gaze away from the pastel skyline though every inch of his body tenses when she stops next to him, her own gaze fixed firmly on the hard planes of his face. 

Swallowing, Y/N reaches out and brushes her knuckles against the exposed skin of his bicep, feeling the muscles twitch beneath her touch. The air between them is charged with all the things left unsaid, the words stuck in the back of her throat, consonants and vowels a tangled jumble of nonsense.

Silence stretches, a divide the size of a canyon growing between them until she plucks up the courage to break it, settling on a quiet, “It’s okay, you know that right? It was an accident.”

“Fuck, Y/N,” he curses, the railing groaning beneath his palms as his jaw clenches hard. “I’m so goddamn sorry. I could have really…” He doesn’t finish the sentence but he doesn’t need to. “This is nothing, I’ve had way worse,” she says, trying to lighten the mood. “Thankfully I’m a quick healer.” It’s not that she’s trying to downplay the seriousness of what happened but rather she can’t stand the thought of Bucky shouldering even more guilt for actions he had no control over. That was in his past. She never wants him to be forced back into those cold, lonely shadows.

“I hurt you.” His eyes are sharp and dead as they finally pull away from the sky, flicking down to the sleeves covering her wrists, knowing the circle of bruises that lie beneath. “And I could have done so much worse…” “What matters is you didn’t. I’m OKAY, promise.”

Reaching down, Y/N laces her fingers with his, giving a quick squeeze that he answers with one of his own. She contents herself with watching the sunrise, sharing the quiet as Bucky rearranges his broken pieces all the while something feels like it’s trying to claw it’s way up her throat. She forces it down. “You’re still learning how to be a person. Please don’t blame yourself, Buck. Shit happens. As far as I’m concerned? We,” she gestures between them with her free hand, burrowing into the warmth of his side, a quick smile breaking out across her face as she meets the endless depths of his eyes for the first time since she came up here, “Are good.”

Keeping her captive, the ex-assassin raises the hand wrapped up in hers. His lips feather over the jut of her knuckles, each kiss saying everything if only she was willing to listen.

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Everything comes crashing down a few days after the Incident. The morning starts off normally enough, filled with sleepy murmurs and soft kisses. It’s only when Bucky heads out to grab breakfast that the world goes topsy turvy. Y/N is in the kitchen fixing up something to drink when Steve joins her, leaning against the wall pointedly. Before she can greet the captain, he’s already speaking, his brows low over his eyes and a frown tugging at the corners of his mouth. “You need to be careful, Y/N.” Confused, she smiles and gives him the side eye. “Good morning to you too, Steve?”

The forearms crossed over the trunk of his chest flex, his golden head ducking to meet her eyes, tone grave as he says, “I mean it, Y/N.”

“Okay,” she says with a huff. “And what exactly is it that I’m meant to be careful about?” “You know what.” “No I don’t, otherwise I wouldn’t be asking.”

The verbal circles are beginning to get on her nerves. She wishes Steve would stop being so cryptic and get to the point, her hazy, happy mood quickly evaporating in the face of his disapproval. Of what, she has no clue but it rubs her the wrong way, hackles raising. There’s something distinctly...judgey in his expression. “He’s been through a lot, and I don’t really know what’s going on besides what he’s told me but this isn’t a good idea and I think you know that. Someone’s going to get hurt and it’s not going to be you.” Frowning, Y/N does her best to ignore the rush of blood his words bring, the anger bubbling up from deep within. Where does he get off on saying shit like that, making accusations? 

The fact that he even thinks such a thing about her cuts deeper than any knife. She would never do anything to hurt Bucky. If anything, she’s been the most supportive out of the group. It sure as hell isn’t Steve sitting up late, watching movies and distracting the ex-assassin when the voices in his head get to be too much. “Excuse you, Steve, but you have no right to talk about this. You don’t know shit about what’s going on between us, and even if you did, you should know I would never do anything to hurt him. Where have you been these past few months when he can’t sleep?”

His frown, if anything, grows even more severe, the tick of his jaw evidence enough that he’s getting agitated. The blue of his eyes burn like ice. His refusal to rise to her bait sets her teeth on edge. “Anyway, Bucky knows what this is,” Y/N grits, fingers tight around the porcelain of her mug while in her mind she’s pretending it’s the captain’s stupidly thick neck. “We have an agreement, not that it’s any of your business.” “Do you?” A critical brow raises, leveling her with a look that sends her stomach plummeting, sweat beading her brow as she’s forced to hang onto every word that comes out of his mouth next. “I’ve been friends with Bucky for a long, long time,” Steve says. “Childhood friends. And even then, he doesn’t treat me half as good as you.”

She scoffs, shifting as an uncomfortable sensation zips down her spine.  

“I mean it, Y/N. He doesn’t bring me coffee and a pastry from halfway across town just because they’re my favourite. So maybe you should take a step back, think about why he does that for you but not me and what that might mean.” 

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Strong fingers wrap around her wrist.

Turning, Y/N looks back, focusing on the slant of his nose to avoid looking into those ocean eyes. “Did you need something, Bucky?” Sweat prickles at her temple. The shackle of his hand burns her flesh. She fights the urge to pry off the uncomfortable touch. The lines of his face are soft, open, his mouth a gentle curve. “Can I come by tonight?” “Um, probably not.” Swallowing roughly, she ignores the stroke of his thumb along the back of her hand, stitching together an unsteady smile. Her stomach flips, her feet shuffle. “Tasha wanted a girl’s night…”

The super soldier’s smile dims. “Oh, well you guys have a good time,” he says, wooden and stiff. “I guess I’ll see you in the morning, Beautiful.”

“Ah, mhm, yeah, see you.” She does not run, she walks briskly to her room. The door slams closed behind her back with a finality that rings through the silent hall, Bucky left staring at her retreating back. 

The walls are caving in, heart and mind racing a mile a minute. She doesn’t know what to do, which direction to turn. Everything’s gotten significantly more complicated than she expected. With trembling fingers, Y/N manages to tap out a scattered text to the only one she trusts to keep this on the down low. Not even 10 minutes later, Tasha’s lounging across her bed, watching with lazy eyes as Y/N paces the length of her room. “Y/N, I don’t see what the problem is. Bucky’s clearly into you, and you’re into him. You’re just too chicken shit to do anything about it.” She holds nothing back, examining her cuticles while her friend and teammate has a melt down. “This would all be solved if you just DTR.” “No, Tasha.” Flopping down next to the redhead, Y/N groans into her comforter. “You don’t get it. There’s no relationship to define. He knows what this is.” “Does he?”

“Jesus Christ! I text him when I want him to eat my pussy, that’s it, that’s all it’ll ever be.” She raises a critical brow. “What about all the cuddling, the kissing, the gifts?” She smirks, eyes glittering coldy. “Does he sleep over?” The silence is damning. “When are you going to stop fucking around and actually talk to him about all of this?” Tasha sighs, reaching over to run her thin fingers through Y/N’s hair. “All you’re doing is making things worse for the both of you.” Turning into the touch, Y/N soaks up the attention, curling tighter into a ball. “That is never going to happen because there’s absolutely nothing to talk about.”

[pouchesandwlkmans]

Try

Characters: Yondu, Reader, Kraglin

Pairings: Yondu x Reader

Rating: M

Word Count: 1321

Warnings: Angst, mentions of miscarriage, lots of pent of emotion

A/N: I came up with this while half asleep lol! My brain goes angst when I’m dozing off. Do enjoy, and let this be an apology for my inactivity.

You were ignoring each other again. The two of you had broken down to that. To ignoring each other despite how in love the two of you had been just months earlier.  You weren’t sure how it had gotten so bad.

All you knew was he wouldn’t look at you anymore.

There was no communication. There was little to no interaction anymore. You had moved all your things back to your quarters on the Eclector, and it hurt. It hurt knowing the man you loved could be in the same room with you and never acknowledge your presence. It hurt to know the love the two of you once shared was gone, though you still cared so deeply for him.

“That’s it,” Kraglin stated, causing you and Yondu to jump out of your skins. “This ends now.”

“Kraglin, the hell ya goin’ on about,” Yondu demanded, but he soon found himself being drug down the hall. Both of you were, really. For a scrawny guy, Kraglin had some strength to him, and you could tell there was going to be a bruise on your arm from how hard he was gripping it.

“You two were thicker than anything in the universe and now this,” Kraglin pointed out. “I have had enough!”

He shoved the two of you into a small cell and shut the door. “Now TALK!”

You could only stare, jaw hanging, as he stormed off, having relieved Yondu of all the override codes before he did. Ballsy little shit. And while he had the best of intentions, this wouldn’t work. Yondu’s actions the past month had said more than enough.

You stormed to the back of the tiny cell and stared out the window, listing as Yondu tried his best to open the door. Then he started shouting. That’s was one new development. He was always shouting, always angry. And even when things were good, he never seemed truly happy.

And that was probably your fault anyway.

“Ya scrawny fuck,” he screamed before kicking the door, his implant glowing. “Imma make ‘im pay fer this!” You rolled your eyes, but kept staring out the window. “Look, we’s stuck in ‘ere till his ass comes back.”

“Not my problem,” you snapped back. “I’m not the one who basically became ten times grouchier.”

“She speaks,” he announced, his voice dripping with venom. “Finally gone admit I’m ‘ere?” You shot him a glare.

“Three months,” you snarled. “Three months, and you’ve barely even looked at me! Now I’m stuck in here with you!” He snorted and turned to the door.

“Shoulda known ya’d feel dat way,” he grumbled.

“Look, just tell me what I did to cause this,” you growled. “Tell me why we went from being unable to be away from each other to being unable to stand each other.” He stayed silent, but you could see his fists clenched. “Gods dammit, Yondu, tell me!”

“Ain’t important.”

“If we’re going to keep this ship running like the well-oiled machine she is, yes, it is.”

“No, it ain’t! The fuck ya want from me?”

“The truth!”

“Ya want the truth,” he shouted, storming to stand toe to toe with you. “Then I’ll give ya the truth!”

You stared into his eyes, trying to ignore the flood of relief. Just having him this close again took the edge off your rage, but you wanted to hear what he had to say.

“The truth is no, I can’t look at ya! I can’t stand bein’ near ya! Cause I ain’t good enough fer ya!”

You blinked in surprise, but he continued.

“When ya told me ye were pregnant, I didn’ know to ta feel. I ain’t no good at rasin’ kids. Part o’ me wanted to set ya up in Zandar and let ya raise ‘em without me. But part o’ me knew that wasn’t right.”

You finally noticed the emotions in his eyes. The hurt, the regret, the anger, the self-loathing. Christ, had he been holding all of this in? Was this why he was always so irritable?

“An’ then… we lost ‘im. Walkin’ in ta our room, seein’ ya in the shower like dat…” He looked away quickly, and you finally spoke.

“It hurt you too,” you murmured.

“I realized then dat I’m an ass,” he continued. “Ya want kids. An’ a family. An’ I’m too damn selfish ta even try. I ain’t good ‘nuff fer ya, and I ain’t gonna keep actin’ like I am. So if ya wanna get off at Contraxia and forget I exist, I won’t blame ya.”

You gently cupped his cheek, relieved when he didn’t pull away.

“Yondu, look at me,” you requested. He shook his head softly. “Yondu Udonta, look at me. Please.”

His eyes met yours, swimming with a few new emotions. Fear, hurt, loneliness. It was as if he already knew you would disembark and never come back.

But you couldn’t. Despite everything, you couldn’t leave him behind if you tried. He had become your everything, and you could tell that he felt the same. His world revolved around you, and weren’t entirely sure what he would do if you ever left.

“I’m not going anywhere, Yondu. I’m yours. Now and forever. I know it’s been hard, but we can salvage this. Us. And if we never have a family, that’s okay. As long as I have you, that’s all that matters.”

His eyes filled with tears before he pulled you into a tight hug. Your arms wrapped around his neck, all but clinging to him. And everything felt okay again. Just standing there, holding each other. You knew this was a new beginning for the two of you. And the two of you would find your new normal.

“Sorry I pulled away from ya like I did,” he mumbled into your neck, and you kissed his head.

“Neither of us knew what to do,” you soothed. “But we’ll get through this. Together.”

He nodded just as Kraglin returned to unlock the door.

A few months had went by. You and Yondu were finally getting back to some level of normal. And for the first time since that horrible night when everything came crashing down, he was smiling again. You had given up keeping it a secret, as well. The whole crew knew, but had been respectfully keeping their mouths shut.

It was late, and you and him were the only ones still up, just enjoying the quiet of the bridge. You were sitting in his lap, your head resting on his shoulder. And everything felt so right. So perfect.

“Hate ta admit it, but ye were right,” he murmured. “We got through it. An’ now look at us.” You smiled and kissed him softly.

“I knew we would,” you smiled. “I knew we’d be okay. We really should thank Kraglin, though, for locking us in that cell.”

“Yeah, the scrawny fuck did have th’ right idea. Even if ‘e pissed me off. Kept me from lettin’ the best thang to ever happen ta me slip away.” You giggled.

“There’s even better news, though.” He raised an eyebrow. “Yondu... I’m pregnant. And I know it’s scary, what with what happened last time, but-“

He kissed you deeply, and you quickly kissed him back. And this time, you knew that he wanted this. He wanted a family with you. He wanted to have children with you, and you would give him as many as your body could handle.

“We ain’t gotta tell a soul. Not till ya feel ready to. I’ll do anythang ta help, doll. Jus’ say th’ word an’-“

“Yondu. Relax. I’m roughly two months along. Another month and we’ll know that we’re in the clear.” He smiled, his eyes shining with the love you felt in your heart.

“Damn, I’m th’ luckiest fucker in da galaxy,” he pointed out, and you kissed his cheek.

“No, I am. Cause I’ve got you.”

[bangtan-spells]

92 Truths~  tag game

Rules:  write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people.

Thanks to @ulookatme-ilookintoyou for taggin us 💕

Em👸🏽

LAST…

[1] drink: Cold green tea!

[2] phone call: Called my aunt to please pick me up hahaha

[3] text message: I think it was to the same aunt.

[4] song you listened to: Fun by Troye Sivan.

[5] Time you cried: yesterday evening, I’m super sensitive for a lot of things going on in my life so yeah, I was talking about it and cried a lil tiny bit

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] Dated someone twice: uh no (don’t think I would anyway)

[7] Been cheated on: hmmm let’s say no, but I think one of my boyfriends did, I’m just not 100% sure about it, the asshole...

[8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes! it was a friendship sacrifice so... but still yuck.

[9] lost someone special: Yes, but not recently.

[10] Been depresed: Yes, been there.

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: lol yes, and I don’t like to remember those times, thank you very much.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

[12] White

[13] Pink

[14] Purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: Met a lot of people, but I don’t consider them friends yet whatsoever.

[16] fallen out of love: Nah

[17] laughed until you cried: Of course! it’s one of life’s pleasures

[18] found ppl were talking about you: nothing bad actually, just nice things, I’m cool like that 😎

[19] met someone who change you: I guess not?

[20] found out who your true friends are:They are the same as always!

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: No

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: Most of them, I’m not that active on fb anyways.

[23] do you have any pets: No, sadly.

[24] do you want to change your name: Well, this is tricky, I’m not the biggest fan of my name but I guess it’s alright to keep it.

[25] what did you do your last birthday: Chilled with grandpa and slept on his bedroom hahaha, I celebrated it like 9 days later.

[26] what time did you wake up: 5:10am (dying internally)

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Talking with a friend and simultaneously reading one of the new requests we got for Jin that I finished (I’m my number one fan💞 gotta keep myself going)

[28] name something you cannot wait for: Leaving this country.

[29] when was the last you saw your mother: I honestly can’t recall exactly, like two months? one, or more? something of the sort.

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I guess my personal health, if I could.

[31] what are you listening right now: Touch by Troye Sivan!

[32] have you talked to someone named Tom: Never.

[33] something that is gettin on your nerves: Inefficient people! jesus freaking christ, I’ve been dealing with them the whole day and I just hate it, I don’t have time for inefficiency  because other’s don’t freaking do what they have to!!!

[34] most visited websibe: Have to be tumblr and youtube.

[35] elementary: Finished, I was cute, naive and nerdy.

[36] high school: Finished, I was a cool nerd through that hahaha.

[37] college: Finished two years ago! I was cooler and fabulous, burned my eyelashes studying in almost every semester, college made me grow up a lot and learn a lot of things about myself and others, I’m glad it’s already over but it was a good experience🤓

[38] hair color: Dark brown.

[39] long or short hair: I’m fan of both, but currently I’m digging long hair the most.

[40] do you have a crush on someone: Awn, yes, I actually met such a fine man past week, I’m speechless, he’s boyfriend material and I’m 8 out of 10 seeing him at work very soon again aaaahhh

[41] what do you like about yourself: Physically, my body shape, my freckles and beauty/birth marks, my eyes, my voice, my hands. About my personality, hmmm, my endurance, my drive to succeed, my constancy, my imagination, my strong will, my confidence on the days it shines. I’m trying to tell myself the things I love about me more.

[42] piercings: On my ears only.

[43] blood type: B-

[44] nickname: Em, Enicito, Yani, some in my family call me maravillita which is something like little wonder too.

[45] relationship status: Single (but mentally in a long term relationship wih my alpha boyfriend Jin 💕 )

[46] zodiac sign: I’m a Scorpio babe.

[47] pronouns: She/Her

[48] fav tv show: GOT, Say Yes To The Dress, Cupcake War, the gourmet channel, oh and what not to wear.

[49] tattoos: A tiny one on my right ribs.

[50] right or left hand: I use the right.

FIRST…

[51] surgery: None yet.

[52] piercings: None besides the ones on my ears.

[53] best friend: Mars💖

[54] sport: Llike the first I played? idk must have been volleyball, it was the only one I was good at.

[55] Vacations: God, must have been to the capital I suppose.

[56] pair of trainers: I have no idea what this is.

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: Pineapple.

[58] drinking: Cold green tea.

[59] im about to: Get into bed and probably talk until late with a friend that is staying over.

[60] listening to: Shape Of You, by Ed Sheeran (love,love,love)

[61] waiting for: Success, luck and wealth in my future!

[62] want: A big big chocolate bar, I’m craving it, oh and flips too but I’m currently banned from buying sweets.

[63] get married: Hopefully I will someday with Mr. Right.

[64] career: I’m a Lawyer.

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: both, but I’m picking hugs.

[66] lips or eyes:  I recently discovered I have a thing for full lips, but I’m still picking eyes for this.

[67] shorter or taller: On the man I like? Taller❤️ in anybody else, whatever.

[68] older or younger: I guess older.

[69] romantic or spontaneous: Awn both, I cannot...

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms to pick me up with because I’m a princess!!! 🙈

[71] sensible or loud: Let’s say sensible,but not that sensible.

[72] hook up or relationship: hahaha what is this? this depends of the situation and person you’re being with, but a relationship it is.

[73] troublermaker or hesitant:  A perfect mixture of both. Hesitancy gets on my nerves and a total troublemaker would get on my bad side sometimes.

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger?: Yeah.

[75] drank hard liquor: Yes, in this country you go ride or die with liquor.

[76] lost glasses/contac lenses: Yes, when I was a child I lost my glasses.

[77] turned someone down: Yes.

[78] sex on the first date?:  Not yet honey.

[79] broken someone’s heart: I guess not? Idk

[80] had your heart broken?: Yes, it’s all part of experience, makes you learn good things for the rest of your life.

[81] been arrested?: No.

[82] cried when someone died?:Yes, when my grandma did.

[83] fallen for a friend: I had a crush on a friend once.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself: Absolutely, I try to always do it.

[85] miracles?: Yes

[86] love at first sight?: No. Attraction at first sight on the other hand, yes.

[87] santa clouse?: hahaha I will if he brings me gifts. I need new makeup Santa, please.

[88] kiss on the first date?: Yes, if the feel is right.

[89] angels?: A total yes for this.

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: Mars 👸💞

[91] eye color: Dark brown

[92] favorite movie: The Corpse Bride it’s an all time favorite, no matter my age.

Mars 👸🏻

LAST…

[1] drink: Black coffee. 

[2] phone call: The bank, cries.

[3] text message: a friend to meet up later!

[4] song you listened to: Sexy Movimiento by Wisin Y Yandel (why every time I do these things I’m listening to reggaeton???)

[5] Time you cried: I don’t know, two weeks ago, yey, beating records right here, no cry no more. 

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] Dated someone twice: Yes, and it’s no fun lmao.

[7] Been cheated on: Yes.

[8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Oh yes, I wish I could unkiss.

[9] lost someone special: Yes.

[10] Been depresed: Yes.

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: Yeah lol more than I’d like to admit.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

[12] Pink

[13] Black

[14] Grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: Yes, some didn’t last but yeah.

[16] fallen out of love: No.

[17] laughed until you cried: Yes!!! and oh god it’s the best feeling ever.

[18] found ppl were talking about you: Yes yes, good and bad, but we can’t control what other people do or think so...

[19] met someone who change you: Nah.

[20] found out who your true friends are:I found out this a long time ago.

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: No.

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: I don’t use Facebook lol but when I had one I knew a lot.

[23] do you have any pets: Yes!!! Her name is Paris and she’s a beautiful Alaskan Malamute, so beautiful although we are not together at the moment, cries❤️💔

[24] do you want to change your name: Not anymore, there was a time I wanted a cooler name but the hell, my name is pretty.

[25] what did you do your last birthday: I had a great day at NYC, it was amazing, I went to sephora and then ate japanese, what else could I have asked for??

[26] what time did you wake up: 8am!

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Writing!! Yes Yes, I was writing a Taehyung scenario.

[28] name something you cannot wait for: Being economically stable on my own.

[29] when was the last you saw your mother: A week ago, I won’t see her for a long time, gonna miss that girl and her amazing cooking.

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I have to be more motivated.

[31] what are you listening right now: Beautiful by Crush, one minute reggaeton and one minute this, that’s how my brain works lol.

[32] have you talked to someone named Tom: No.

[33] something that is gettin on your nerves: My bank!!!! I cannot deal with banks.

[34] most visited websibe: Tumblr or youtube. 

[35] elementary: Finished, following Em’s line I’d say I was mischievous and rebellious.

[36] high school: Finished, I was a rebel for the most part, but I was pretty cool and popular so it was fun lol

[37] college: Same as Em I finished two years ago (wow it’s been a while) I had many stages at college, I studied a lot, but I also partied a lot, I knew a lot of people and did a lot of crazy things, some things weren’t the best but at the end it was all great because I learned a lot.

[38] hair color: Dark brown.

[39] long or short hair: Long hair all the way.

[40] do you have a crush on someone: No, and I’m kind of angry because I want a crush lmao, but I’vent find someone I like recently.

[41] what do you like about yourself: Well let’s start physically, I love my hands and my legs, I like how I’m a bit short but my body shape is elegant since I have long and slender legs and arms. I love my hair, my lips, my a+ boobs no shame here. And about my personality I love my imagination, the way I speak, I love how I can be both very friendly but very reserved at times, I love the way I can adapt to certain things, I love my empathy to others, I love many things about myself!

[42] piercings: Right now two on both ears.

[43] blood type: A.

[44] nickname: Mars, here on tumblr. Mary, Pachi, Garza (which is heron in spanish).

[45] relationship status: Single, of course Min Yoongi would beg to differ but I’m not an easy girl ����

[46] zodiac sign: Sagittarius.

[47] pronouns: She/Her

[48] fav tv show: GoT, The Walking Dead, What not to wear, everything in discovery id, American Horror Story, etc.

[49] tattoos: None.

[50] right or left hand: Right.

FIRST…

[51] surgery: Just one.

[52] piercings: I got one in my tongue once, I’m telling you, I was a rebel lmao.

[53] best friend: My first best friend was named Natasha, she’s an awesome girl, I’ve seen her in a while but I wish her the best!

[54] sport: I don’t remember the first I played, but I was in tennis classes once so...

[55] Vacations: To Margarita I guess, we traveled a lot while I was a child and I don’t remember. 

[56] pair of trainers: What?

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: Nothing.

[58] drinking: I finished my coffee a while ago.

[59] im about to: Either write or go out.

[60] listening to: Not Today by BTS.

[61] waiting for: The plans for today to know what I’m going to wear.

[62] want: More makeup, more money, more love. But chicken and beer would be nice too.

[63] get married: Yes yes, I hope someday.

[64] career: I’m a Lawyer.

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: I like both, but I’m picking kisses today!

[66] lips or eyes: Eyes!

[67] shorter or taller: My man has to be taller than me, which is not difficult lol

[68] older or younger: Older?

[69] romantic or spontaneous: Both are amazing.

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms, and nice hands!!!! If he doesn’t have nice hands I cannot. 

[71] sensible or loud: Sensible.

[72] hook up or relationship: It depends on the person, because there are guys who are just for hooking up, but I want a relationship, so, relationship it is.

[73] troublermaker or hesitant:  I don’t know, too hesitant is boring, too troublesome would be annoying. Something in the middle I guess.

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger?: Yes.

[75] drank hard liquor: Yes, sometimes fun, sometimes it isn’t lol

[76] lost glasses/contac lenses: Yes.

[77] turned someone down: Yes.

[78] sex on the first date?:  Yes lmao, for the fun!

[79] broken someone’s heart: Yes.

[80] had your heart broken?: Yes, it hurts a lot but then you feel like you are another person which is a great feeling by the way.

[81] been arrested?: No.

[82] cried when someone died?:Yes, it hurts to say goodbye.

[83] fallen for a friend: Nah, friends are just friends.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself: Yes! At least is what I mean.

[85] miracles?: Yes

[86] love at first sight?: Not love love, but like, the feel that you Have to get to know that person.

[87] santa clouse?: I wish.

[88] kiss on the first date?: If we both are into it and I think it’d be good then yeah sure.

[89] angels?: Yes.

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: Em 💞

[91] eye color: Dark brown

[92] favorite movie: I have a lot of favorite movies, how can you do this?? But two of my all time favorites are Gone Girl and Memoirs of a Geisha.

We tag everyone who wants to to do this!!! Love you all!!!